My Life Path is a 9.

My first name, Emanuela, also adds up to a 9.

When I was a kid, I was called Ema, which is a 1 ...funny thing, I didn't like it and pretty early on in my life [at about 12-13] I decided I want to go by the name my sis used to call me from time to time, which is, as most of you know me by, Em.

No surprise, Em is also a 9.

Not only that, but it's basically 5 + 4, which happens to also be my birthday: 5th of April [4th month].

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Now, I’ve always felt like a person incorporating both extremes of an aspect: artsy, yet attracted to exact science; an introvert that loves her social life; appreciating silence, yet thriving in the sound of a busy city; seriously playful ….and I can go on and on….

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This 'opposition' way of being is also reflected in what I just said before.....5 & 4 ....they are like 2 sides of the same coin.

5 is all about embracing change, trusting life to surprise you… a very playful energy.

4 is safety and stability …it’s all about structure. Already seems like such a serious energy, doesn’t it?

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Now here's where the magick comes in: 5 + 4 = 9 and 9 is the last 1 digit number, it is the number of completion, the completion of a cycle, it's the number of wholeness. Isn't it interesting that you attain completion by combining the 2 opposite extremes of the same aspect? If you think about it, trusting life with the change it will bring [5 energy] IS giving you the feeling of safety [4 energy]....and also feeling safe and secure [4 energy] MAKES you trust life with all the changes it can throw at you [5 energy].

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Structure and freedom seem to be opposites, and yet they co-exist, making the other one possible. Life is a paradox where duality exists simultaneously.

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That is my Essence: having a sensibility for identifying the contrasting oppositions and being able to accommodate them both into visual paradoxes in order to express the wholeness of who you are.

uniqueartem.studio

That’s quite the unusual name …how the fuck did I come up with that one?

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It started as “art’em”, which was very smartly used as the shortcut of “arting them” ….that’s what the biz was about, arting the world (arting = expressing through art). “There are just so many things that make you fu’king awesome. Express them. Art’em.” In the same time, as you might have noticed, it is composed of Art, the domain of activity, and Em, which is my name.

Now, the domain name was taken and I went with “artemdesign.com” …..which didn’t really feel right, until it just landed “uniqueartem”. The word “unique” made a lot of sense because all my work is one of a kind ….it is based on Self-Expression, the core value of the brand. And it also had a nice ring to it and similar in length with both my names (Dadarlat Emanuela) …different lengths have different energies.

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In 2020, I completely re-branded, so changing the name also came to mind. That’s when the name made even more sense and I had the Knowingness of keeping it. The name and the very core of the brand, which is Self- Expression.

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UNIQUE adds up to 33. 33 is the last of the master numbers and it represents the Master Teacher.

ARTEM is yet another 3. 3 is the number of Creativity first and foremost. Creativity is not just about having a direct link to Art, but it is also at the core of being one of a kind, of expressing your individuality. It’s also the number of Communication …the way you express all that creativity, which is your unique way of BEing. That is the fucking definition of Self-Expression right there!

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Now, as you may have noticed, “uniqueartem” is actually 333. 3 threes – ha ha ….so the energy of this number is exponentially heightened.

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And not only that…

It all adds up to 9, which is the same as my Life Path. Number of wholeness, ending (as it is the last of the 1 digit numbers), dying of the old self.

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And still, that’s not all.

Even the word “studio”, adds up to a 7, which is my Expression number ….the most mystical number,  all about the occult and magick.

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So, uniqueartem.studio is the perfect business name for my Genius to flourish, it has the tone of a brand that is gonna become a legacy: impactful and refined, small enough to be very selective of the people involved AND it has the Essence of Teaching Self-Expression.

Are you treating your life as something you gotta go through,
or as an Act of Creation?

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There is a world,
beyond the mundane,
beyond the worries of everyday life,
beyond doubts and anxiety
… beyond your human perception.

It’s a world that defies logic and what is rationally possible,
exceeds expectations and goes beyond imagination.

It’s a world of Magick.

…and it is real.

Step into Truth and live fully
by every decision that you make,
every action that you take,
every thought that you think.
Own it all.

Be in tune with the Knowingness of
how to take any moment and turn it into
a graceful work of art.

Be guided by your turn on
and make love to each present time.

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Unlock the mystic power you’ve been keeping hidden
and let it consume you all.
Thus you awaken
the pure expression of your Essence.

Master it through sensually playful experimentation.

Live in Self-Expression.

What is Self-Expression?

At first glance it’s pretty straightforward: it is the expression of one’s self.

Now, self-expression or expressing yourself authentically has become such a mainstream subject, that it has lost its profound meaning with all of its juicy nuances.

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Nuance 1.

Expressing yourself is something that you are doing all the time. Yet, the question is: are you expressing the wholeness of Who. You. Are. or just your limitations?

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Nuance 2.

Self-expression is not the image that you choose to show to the world. It’s not in the actions that you choose to take …it comes as a package with the reason behind it. THAT’s what defines the Energy you exude and THAT is Self-Expression.

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Nuance 3.

[The chicken or the egg question] By observing what you ‘naturally’ express you gain knowledge of who you are, or do you have to figure out who you are first in order to express yourself authentically?

Both and neither …that’s the paradox.

Observation gives you insight and also, in order to fully express your authenticity, you gotta know who you are ….yet, both the knowing and the expressing happen on their own by you allowing it.  It’s not about you making it happen, but rather LETTING it happen.

Knowing who you are.

There is no definition.

There is no one phrase answer. If you find one, it is just a sneak peek into your current Energy.

YOU are beyond words, so any kind of label is going to be a limitation. The bigger the attachment to who you want to be or who you don’t want to be, the bigger the repression of who you really are.

You are also a constantly morphing creature and in order to See who you are you gotta let go of the need to ‚figure it out’ and allow yourself to be whatever it is that you want to be in each moment.

Only when you let go of the need to stick to a constant way of being will you unveil your true Essence.

Stop trying to understand yourself mentally. You are so much more than that. Feel into You.

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Knowing who you are is just that, a Knowingness.

You don’t explain it.

You don’t define it.

You don’t argument it.

You don’t defend it.

You. Just. ARE.

Definition ...finally

Self-Expression is reaching into the core Truth of who you are (shadow free) and letting it express itself outward into the world in its most UNIQUE and one of a kind way, coded specifically for you, and you alone.

Why Self-Expression?

Thinking that „Yeah, self-expression sounds nice, I will try it sometime” ...or in certain areas of your life. No. It doesn’t work that way. You either live in Truth or denial ...there is no in-between.

Self-Expression means honouring the individuality that you are.

Self-Expression means guiding yourself in life by what turns you on and having a clear NO for anything less.

Self-Expression means taking action for the fucking excitement of the action itself and ditching the need for any kind of outcome.

Self-Expression means having your own back No. Matter. What. ...YOU come first.

Self-Expression means living in ecstasy.

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This shit does not just happen to you. And although I’ve used words like „just allow”, „let go” that might make it sound like a breeze, it is not. Why? Because we’ve been constantly programming ourselves for our whole lives to repress the true nature of who we are and what it takes to shift that is fucking DETERMINATION .....an unshakable DECREE to shatter all the conditioning we’ve accumulated over the years.

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You can make that choice right now.

Leap into the Self-Expression way of living, where everything that you do or say or think is a piece of artwork in and of itself.